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Things that don’t matter and shouldn’t be said

Posted by ekkin on Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Ever get in one of those moods where you feel like crying and laughing, hitting something, then telling it your sorry, then jumping off a bridge and hoping you only break your foot? Yeah….

Ever think that maybe you are doing something wrong? That even though you are content with life that it could be better if you did something almost insignificant differently? Like doing the dishes? My kitchen is a mess….

Ever want to kill something that you love because it makes you so damn mad? But as soon as the urge passes you hold onto it for dear life just in case your thoughts might hurt it in the long run..(and no I am NOT talking about Grace)

Ever wish you could go back? But then think about it and realize that everything you went through was worth it to be where you are now, who you are with now, for the life you have now?

Ever loved someone so much it hurt? Everytime they let you down, even in the small ways, it just rips your fucking heart out and you can’t breathe. And they don’t understand because what is hurting you seems so not important to them and maybe it shouldn’t be important to you. Who cares if you need help with cleaning, or with the baby, or with your sanity. Those are YOUR problems, YOUR responsibilities. Why should they have to help you with the things that you are suppose to do? Why am I writing this. Enjoy it, I am erasing it tomorrow.

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3 Responses to “Things that don’t matter and shouldn’t be said”

  1. James said

    I don’t enjoy it at all. What you wrote makes me sad.I hope you are feeling better soon.

  2. James said

    “when you have completed what you thought you had to do
    And when your blood’s depleted to the point of stable glue
    But no matter what you do, you’ll always feel as though you
    tripped and fell.

    Well here we go again, you’ve found friends that know you well
    So steady as she goes
    Are you steady now?
    Steady as she goes.”

  3. yunahalo said

    Don’t worry, there just might be a reason you feel like this… :)

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